Hey, happy birthday, Chadly! I know how you feel - I'll turn 35 next month - I remember what it was like to be 18 too. Seems like yesterday - and at the same time, it feels like a lifetime ago. Aging is an odd thing - I might not be able to do, physically, many of the things I could just do and shrug off in my youth, but wisdom and knowledge have been the trade off. I like knowing that I learn more about life, the universe and everything every year that I'm alive! Things that I once had no taste for, I now find enjoyable and the foibles of my youth that I once enjoy now only annoy me. I like that my life has that kind of variety in it. Some people never grow or change, and then just end up masking the misery with more stupidity.
Bt