as for the running,
urmm
I used to be, yes USED TO BE
a marathon runner, and hurdles and just standard long distance
I cant sprint for poop unless cops or mean dogs are chasing me
new studies show that running is actually BAD FOR YOU
just walking fast is the best method
running puts tons of wear on the legs and mainly hips and knees.
so try not to run as a past time, or dont run to much and walk fast mostly
a note from doctor steven kaldire festa: phd in bs (but this is a true fact read about it!)
Ive always owned my drugs and or addictions also,
even playing games as said is an addiction, if you sit 10-20 hours a day playing until eyes bleed you have issues to sort, or a job to get!
as for my 420 I use it to cope!
im skinny as a twig, when I smoke, i eat and sleep, and as you all prolly can tell, KAL NEEDS to smoke,
imagine me without that... id be rampant on here more so than normal
games being the most natural art form is a bit strange but im not one to take anyone's paradigm away,
ill just say its not natural, but im being literal,
music is..
just looking at the sunset or sunrise is natural art, rain etc
I used to go to plenty of punk and death metal shows, no one pushed drugs there,
and i was in cali, if they are going to do that it would be here
drugs are just to easy to get anywhere, its why I dont even talk to neighbors anymore, just a new era of hello can i borrow a cup o sugar? oh no.. we have meth tho!
ahh no no no
so again from one guy who has done everything but needles
the hardest drugs to get off
were not meth, nor cocaine,
but pills
klonipin even stevie nicks says the same thing, they are terrible the benzos and narcotic pills
followed by meth and cocaine then CIGS
hard as hell to stop but meh,
I didnt smoke for 15 years until my divorce then started again, I feel so run down all the time,
need to stop..
pot, shrooms, acid alll nice drugs when used properly
minus maybe the acid, and no kids i dont condone these just saying whats friendly vs evil
ive seen perfectly functioning meth and cocaine addicts, one teaching chemistry at UCD(davis CA)
soo yea fun there !
I have tried suicide since i was NINE years old up until about 19 years old
mental institutions for cutting on my arms (no not like that actually suicide attempts
I think i tried almost everything in the book but fire death,
even took weights and tied them to my legs and jumped in the pool
woke up in a helicopter
games in life at least computer games are late in the human race game,
but games have existed since the dawn o time im sure with head basket ball and old chess n checkers
but gaming being a natural art idk..
i wont take that from you if thats what helped you, but its modern man
I stopped the suicide bs when i figured that i really did want to live just not as I was living,
so I stopped drugs, (not age 9 haha I was just a really, realistic world view kid)
to be honest, i see things, not like that!
so any one point in time my brain thinks about 90000 things,
so if im driving and a light changes my brain tallies the % and ratios of getting hit or not ..
then i vision it all, and see which path is most likely to happen,
odd thing is most times im right,
so that vision ive had since i was a kid, which led me to drugs,
and I still have this .. odd % sight even today,
esp after my daughter came into the world ahhh
anyone with a newborn knows what im saying,
and that... is what really changed my life, more than anything, a child
mmm choco shakes
OOO and now i want a shake!
oh and as for mobile gaming and apps its not that that is upsetting
its how the modern world no longer talks verbally, or very little,
as seen with my teen,
even if she is SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO HER FRIEND she will text.. instead of just turn and talk
THATS SICK and not ok
people that waited for the apple 6 iphones, sat in line for like 2 days camped out, videos and pics taken show that not once did anyone talk to eachother in 2 days of sitting in a line, they just sat on their god damned phones
soo ive tried it, and trust me the games on mobile phones are total shit, and the ones that arent are avail on steam anyway..
or my tablet..
but again not my point, this is a new epidemic, with kids the millenials i think they are called,
I used to say WII WARRIORS back when that was released, nintendo even put a book of how to play in the wii box, said to put it in THE DARKEST ROOM you had,
ok so no light..
use one hand and arm to play
so i had a TIME MACHINE style vision of a new race of wii warriors , one tiny T rex arm one HUGE arm from the wii controller, and pale from no sun due to it messing with the wiimote
haha
thank god wii never got that popular though I still love some games on it..
anyway im blabbing again, need to stop that kal...
ok kal